had a good day clare dyed my hair i remind her of you so much and she reminds me of you shes done all her bedroom youd be round there hanging her wall paper for and and she sorted my hair out so you would be here letting us no what you think of it. i think you would hate it but we will never no now will we? i took nan a roast yesterday she was ok she reminds me of you more than anyone. she still swears just the same as when we were kids shes funny, grandads not well and im scared hes going to be with you soon. i hope your ok up there, look after all the babies in the baby garden, i no you miss us too babe and im trying real hard to look after jimi but he keeps getting lost on trains after going out with his mates HE FALLS ASLEEP on trains and i despair i could slap him somedays. fact is babe we miss you and i need you and im not that good at the big sister thing. i just want you back sorting us all out. love you always always always love emaxx