In just 2 days time we would of been without you for six months. Six months seems such a long time but for your freinds and family darling it seems like just yesterday. You are not by my side to spot a christmas bargain and i do not have a sister card to buy for you. You came with me to the school nativity plays and this year i only need one ticket. I cannot write cards i cannot be cheerful. The list is never ending and the gap you left is huge. The pain in my chest is never ending, we miss you babe, I love you emx